CHRIS FITKIN
Chris Fitkin
Biography
Early
The first years of my life were lived on a small farm in West Cornwall. There were two pianos; one in the house, one in the barn. I remember lying in the grass and hearing the sound of the piano, played by my sister, wafting out from the house.
I was brought up in a family where making things was a way of life. My father had many jobs; as a farmer he invented and built unique pieces of apparatus – a milking machine, a seed drill, one of the first reinforced concrete barn roofs. As a photographer he was mainly employed to produce work for others, but when he had time he was immensely creative. Sometimes I would spend evenings in the dark room with him. Well before the invention of digital photography or home computing he demonstrated the utility of moving an element in a photo to a new position (in this case St. Michael’s Mount needed moving to the left). But his greatest enthusiasm was as a theatre lighting designer. He lit plays in many venues, though the Minack Theatre was central. Though his four son-et-lumieres are a sort of zenith to this career, I think the system he designed for notating lighting change is equally precious. If nothing else I learnt about the long chain of events that led from conception on paper to realisation in the theatre. How deep and tangled and multi-layered that process was, with one level of systemisation required to support the next level of more (supposedly) creative work.
Though I learned to play the piano from a fairly young age my teenage years saw a not uncommon lurch into the world of rock. The world of classical music never disappeared, but it did take a back seat for a while. For a few years the band became the thing, and though I was never really proficient at any instrument, I spent time as a bass player, a guitarist, a flautist, a keyboard player and a drummer. I wrote hundreds of songs, though, perhaps unusually, they often contained a notated violin or cello line.
Finally, after some delay, I went to the University of Sussex to study music.
The Motley Collection
It wasn’t until the second half of my twenties that I started to spend the day composing. A few performances and recordings ensued, but for many reasons I was unable to commit to writing with consistency. A large portion of what I wrote was deeply flawed, but finally a few good pieces did emerge. There were performances around the UK of various ensemble and solo pieces. Although the piece was far from my best Sextet for Three Marimbas and Three Vibraphones was recorded in a version by Piano Circus. The piece was used throughout the world in dance productions, documentaries and adverts – but this was completely exceptional.
Eventually, out of this mixed period I settled to slightly more consistent ways, wrote a lot of pieces – a few of which had some limited performances – and produced the album Flowing Forms, music which now seems a world away.
Taxi Driver, Long Distance
A pause from writing and recording music extended for over twelve years
During the time that my daughter was tennis training on a more or less full time basis I became her driver (and many other roles). Training in different cities on different days of the week and competing in tournaments at the weekend was challenging and very time consuming. We were often away early in the morning and back late at night.
I fell into running, as I could often run wherever we landed up. (And it’s not great hanging out in tennis centres when you’re not playing tennis.) To break up the routine, and since we were generally near a good facility I got a little fitter in the gym. These activities were fantastic opportunities for mental as well as physical development. But it simply wasn’t possible to pursue any musical projects
A New Beginning
In 2017 Chris returned to music as a full time occupation, while developing his interest in film making
I’d now been running for several years and continually targeted new mini goals. Running requires some perseverance and dedication, and is a mental challenge as much as a physical one. A certain measure of grit is required – though, for me, without joy and lightness it would be a pointless venture leading to burnout. I found that the perseverance I’d learnt in running (and also from those taxi driver years) somehow transferred to the practice of music, enabling a little more patience in playing and writing. I was happier to stay with a problem longer, not seek the the temptations of the quickest solution, and live with the conflicts and contradictions for a while. (This doesn’t mean I don’t get angry at my own incompetence sometimes; sadly, that bit of karma is yet to arrive.)
My first year back was mainly spent practising the piano. There was no intention to perform, it was just a discipline. I made some recordings and started to delve deeper into film editing.
In complete contrast, when, one day I started to compose again it was as if the intervening years had never happened. There was no gradual rekindling of skills, it was an instantaneous continuation from where I’d left off. Or, at least, it felt that way. As it happens, I did put aside the first six months of work and doubt I will come back to those seven or eight pieces. And there was a further long period of study and experimentation. And then a difference started to emerge, slowly at first. Elements of repetition decreased, economy increased, and new structures evolved.
I am fortunate to have the support of Christine Morgan at Obsistent Music. Her encouragement and practical assistance has been, and continues to be, invaluable.